What Happened?

by Hakim
The bus was late and a I had no clue so was my fate
I still had time to smoke some weed to start off my day
All the sudden cops all over the place like somebody called ?um
Though I had dreams and aspirations Allah chose to stall?um
Before I knew it I was beaten and confused
I chose my ?homeboy? to confide to ?bout my blues
We went to Sacramento to start a life anew
In a months? time you?ll never believe the things I got into
The thing that strikes me the most which I?ll never forget
Is when a man nearly lost his life ? this I truly regret
My hands were covered with blood and what was I to do
I prayed to Jesus cause at the time he was the only God I knew
To my surprise there was a greater God whom I didn?t know
He saw the hurt , wrath , and silence which I couldn?t show
My prayer answered, but there was still something very wrong
Every night I dreamed of my death and blackened songs
Three years later I found imprisoned
I was told I?d get out in eight years but fate didn?t listen
Another life lost , my grandma , how come I didn?t see it
May she rest in peace ,but it should have been me to go , I mean it
So the question of , ?what did I do wrong?? kills my Mom inside
Cause it was me not her an Allah know that I?ll never know why
I chose to take my anger out on someone else
And now I?ve hit the corner and I?ve ran into myself
Though I had dreams and aspirations Allah chose to stall?um
All the sudden cops all over the place like somebody called ?um.