to my father

by a young woman
misery loves company is what they say
who knows exactly when we will pay
don’t you see all the harm you caused
doing crazy shit and breaking laws
why is it you do the things you do?
make me look like the antagonist when it’s really you
you want your mentality to be like a peaceful dove
but hatred in your mind is what you’re full of
everyone puts up with your shit and lets it go
but now I’m gonna let you know
one minute this, the next you’re that
I refuse to fall into your trap
you are my blood and I love you so
but all this shit you gotta let go.